Dean: I don't like it when you cry because it makes your face taste salty.
Me: What if I cried sugar?
Dean: Then I would eat you! Cry Sugar Snot Gum Drops.

What do Jeffree Star, Jessica Louise, Audrey Kitching have in common?

I dunno but it's mildly infections... I want some!

According To Kara, Audrey Kitching is some scene queen who looks like Jeffree star.

To me it looks like someone who is candy... I want some!

I want candy. WTF is my problem!

I made a little poll! Please vote!

Poll #1482106 Do White pinstripes clash with pink pinstripes?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 2

Do White Pinstripes Clash with Pink Pinstripes?

Thanks Everyone!

This was my Halloween costume this year!



Hurray for crappy cellphone Pictures!

( More Pictures under cut! )

I've been thinking of making a new Livejournal. This one is just not... I don't know. Something very odd about it. It's very me but at the same time it's not. I want to make something of nothing and with a little bit of paper and string I can! But not very easily!

I don't know what and I don't know how to change it so I really don't know what to do. I've been cooped up in Dean's house for the past 2 days. It sucks. He got called into work because he apparently "Missed it" and he wasn't even on the schedule for today! My poor darling! He never gets a day off!

So I know your not really a fan of me spamming these all over you livejournal friends page but I thought it was appropriate!


Halloween '09 by ~starshinesky on deviantART

So I'm sitting at Dean's house all day doing random things like wearing a Halloween costume and handing out candy. But I really don't care because his mom is going to the world series and she needed someone to take the dogs out and hand out candy to kids or whatnot. I hope Everyone's Halloween is good. =D

Oh and one more thing that I thought might be appropriate for this holiday....

I don't remember the last time I listened to Malice Mizer but I just did! Whoot. I dunno why but I'm in such a mood for it. Lately I've been reminiscing in my old ways: Wanting to get into Lolita, Listening to Malice Mizer, epically failing at making Vector Art Designs.

If you want to follow me and my Art posts, please go to the following link.

http://candyconstellations.blogspot.com/

I also really don't want to do all of the homework I have to do. Ugh! Well It's not REALLY homework but yeah, it's due Monday and I don't want to do it right now. Maybe I will tomorrow. Haha, I am such a slacker!

So I got a big round package in the mail and I wanna know what it is and my mom keeps calling me about it... Like comeon and open the damn thing already!!!

I'd like to be, under the see, in an Octopus's Garden in the shade!

So this deviation was rather simple! I had the drawing ahead of time and I converted it into a very cute and simple vector. Lately I've been playing with the idea of a one color stroke and not multiple colors for each object. I think it is giving it a very nice effect! I hope you like this one! I definitely think it is one of the cuter ones that I have made!




I'm going to a Sweeney Todd Costume party tonight at 7~ I will post pictures of my costume!

I have an Idea. To substitute for my lack of inspiration I am instead going to force inspiration. Like a real Graphic Designer would. So Here's my Quota. One Deviant Art Submission everyday for a Week. I'll start today as Day 1 and That means I have to submit one thing to Deviant Art until the 4th. Which can push me to Finish all unfinished works and so much more! It is also very good for practice!

Day 1:
(I'm not going to post it again since it was already posted!) Crownipop!

Just made this please check it out. I know I overly spam my "art" but I figured this was kinda related to a previous post!


Crownipop by ~starshinesky on deviantART

As much as I'm not into the fashion anymore... I still really want:
This bag:


This Stuffed animal:
Adorable Plush thing

And This pair of shoes:


So I was swept up in a fury of inspiration. I'm going to work on it now because I have time before my Art Class to do funn stuff!!!!!! Yay! I will make a massive post when I have all my stuff posted.

P.s. I may get a shirt design printed. I know I talk about it a lot but If I get the design made I'll print it sooner! (Aka tonight!!) Wew!

I went to the gym today. It was soo nice out today i actually wanted to go, i didn't have to drag myself over there. I only went for 50 minutes but 50 is better than none. I think tomorrow I'm gona force Lauren to go for the full hour. In the end I feel better about myself for going and that's really important. Maybe eventually I'll just go on my own and not worry about finding other people to go with. I really need to invest in gym shorts, badly.

There's a growing list of things i want my mom to bring from home. Ranging everywhere from gym shorts to sweaters. I really hope she's coming Sunday , mainly because that means i get to see my godmother whom i love and i get my stuff from home which includes my armani hat. Yay! Now that I think about it i shoulda bought the hat from Hats in the Belfrey. I also get to to go to Anthropologie which can help me fuel this book of ideas i'm making. I'm debating a word document or an actual notebook, I'm leading toward the actual notebook.

I know it sounds crazy but this indie thing has made me have the urge to start a knitting project. Like a sweater or something interesting. I know it sounds like another fad trend of mine but i think this one works for my career goals as a graphic designer.I'm actually completely serious. I have a bunch of ideas, I need to run them through my system. I used to think about making a blog for crafts and things but like everything else that'll fail

I'm getting into Indie style clothing. Not like the scene girls turn indie sense but like the artist wears little clothes but still remains pretty. I'm slowly starting my collection. A shirt from Anthropologie, a dress from Free People a few pairs of cute shoes. To make it a permanent lifestyle I will need to spend a lot more time and money on clothes. Truthfully, I could see my house filled with crazy crafty things and intricate fixtures. The thing I am really missing is a pair of black flats. That's a main focal point I just don't have nor have I found a suitable substitute! My mom is coming to visit me again Sunday so maybe I'll find something then.

Let's think things through in my mind.First of all I am too tiny for most of the clothes at Anthropologie so actually going there to shop isn't helpful for more than ideas and random finds, so inevitably, go there a lot. I'm a crafty person, I can paint jars and make my own aprons, perhaps books would be a cute thing though. My sister is the same style as I'm trying to go for, when she gets rid of clothes, rummaging through them isn't a bad thing. I think I'm going to keep a notebook of ideas, or a word document file.I'm really in the mood to work on this and I don't know why.

I'm at the point in my life where I want to either graduate already and get a job or go back to high school. I am so confused.

P.s. NCIS is the awesome. Everyone who thinks otherwise can bite me.

Anthropologie, oh the heartache! Litterally.

The store that is my wonderland crushes me everytime. Well, sorta. In my disproportionate body I can not find even the slightest workings for an outfit. How odd! I mean a girl basically my body type finds arm fulls of clothing and i find nothing. Oh the agony

And then, I awoke suddenly, with a soul on fire. The rain outside only fuel to the flames. It was there, clear as day, the perfect idea for a tee-shirt design. Thats, when I realized i was stuck in a home of another one born of flesh, and I had abandoned my magenta macbook in the prison cell called home.

I actually have ideas for two designs. One if you have already seen some of my graphic design work features my prize Ray-Ban inspired Sundae - Ray-dae. This other one completely new to my collection. Yet I think it fits well! The only thing is, the internet can be a bitch and i don't really want to put it up where it will get taken.

My parents want me to make a webspace for myself so i could easily post it there. However the e-mail host i prefer to use does not have webspace in the e-mail package. I figured i could make the webspace and make a gallery of my good stuff from deviantart and what i did at school for the past 2 years and my own stuff to show design work but a lot of coding and things like that will need to be worked out. Not as simple as they seem to believe.

I also have to make a website for the ihsailingfoundation and some local artist in my town. My loving Dean is donating a book my way thats called stylin with css. I figure i'll mock up a website for the foundation amd send it the way of my father and hopefully get them off my case about that. On the brightside I will get paid for the foundations website. Which means it'll probably be my project for the weekend along with my all type logo identity for myself.

I guess in the long run I can use my identity on my website and all this other stuff i'm getting hassled about.I have a sneaking feeling that as a junior or senior the Graphic arts department will require you to make a website. Lovely. What the hell!?

I'm waiting for it to be winter. Mainly because after fall is always winter. This fall has been a cold and wet one. And it only makes me wish more and more that I had gone to school in Maryland. I also have a desire to move there when I'm older. Mainly because Philly is not as cute to me as the bubbling Annapolis.

I also have no desire to skip class. I also don't have a desire to go to class. Partially the reason I go every day is because I'm in those classes where if you miss even one day you miss a whole century in time's worth of notes. This is depressing. My roomate has skipped every one of her classes at least twice.

Roomates. Well She got into the Disney College Program which made me happy. I thought It would be nice to have the room to myself for a whole semester. Well, not anymore. Something about it makes her parents against it. Lovely.

She promised me she would move the furniture in the room around to make it more homey. Mainly my bed in front of the window and then her stuff wont really change at all. She wont do that now because of moving the TV which kinda makes me sad. Boo. I'm tempted to move it without her here.

The Gym. Well I go there everyday now and I lost 5 pounds apparently. But I'm still going because my ideal weight is still 5 pounds less than what he scale said I weighed yesterday. And I've really only been living off of sandwiches and fruit. Which I'm not opposed to. That's all I Have a mid-Term in 10 minutes and I'm going to the gym probably around 4. So TTFN.

In short. Nothing exciting is happening.

I went to the gym yesterday. It was actually really fun. I mean in a way. Me and my roommate went actually. We walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes, then did abdominal exercises for like 10 minutes then rode the bike for another 30 minutes. But man my ass hurts from the bike. We're going again today.

My sister apparently only used to eat apples and peanut butter for a whole semester. I'm finding that less and less true every day. No one could eat just apples and peanut butter for a whole semester and work out for an hour every day. Meh!

I had so much homework today it wasn't even funny, then I did it. Now I have nothing to do. Funny how that works out. I guess that's all. Hehe.

So I had a weekend of insulting. Annapolis was beautiful and fun as always. I just heard the ups and downs of how to loose weight in college. Because apparently I gained a lot and it didn't do much for my self esteem. I was basically told to live off of peanut butter and apples for the rest of my exsistance but I have a feeling that being vegetarian half the time isn't that bad of an idea either. However, I will not be stopped from being a crazy cook. Yes.

Also I was told that I have to make a website and advertise my designs and all this shit I've been avoiding mainly because I don't want my designs stolen you insensitive family! Ugh. So to make them happy I'm going to make myself a new email address that has webspace and work on a website as well. How obnoxious. I hate this I really do. I mean it makes sense but it's kinda demanding and that bothers me. I have to work on a website for a 501c3 anyway soo... And I'm getting paid once I'm done so I guess I'll work on that now.

Bye for now...

So I went to Annapolis to visit my sister today. We actually came down last night but between my skittles conspiracy and leaving at 9 pm it wasn't anything to announce.

So I went to the boat show and re-found myself in a way. I have a new idea for how to make the Starburst bracelets, and also found my nautical side. This is semi frequent occurrence. It happens whenever I leave my campus. Hehe. This idea of making recycled things, making cards, crafts, drinking tea, and most importantly eating healthier. Sushi and salads can only hold you over so well.I also remembered why I worked out in the first place --Not that being called fat by my whole family excluding my sister didn't help. So I came up with some goals.

Goals:
+ Eat Healthier
+ Work out (exercise) every day, or generally 5 days a week.
+ Go to the gym once a week (maybe twice)
+ Eat Healthier
+ Get Crafty
+ Don't forget who I am

I added the last one in because I notice like all things, when you get too comfortable in an environment you succumb to it. For me it was sleeping and eating all day and going to class. Besides the obvious of it being unhealthy, it's unhealthy. I go home and drop 3 lbs in a weekend! That has to tell you something. I know the school food is gross but I have to come up with a solution and yes that includes stealing the fruit from the cafeteria. I may have to set up a healthy living journal.

I used to be that person who would make loose tea and brew it with fresh mint from the garden. (And I really did that, I had a work environment that allowed me to do that.) I used to love photography and now I barely pull out my camera. I used to spend hours making silly things like coasters and now I can't be bothered.UGH! And the worst is the realization of this all falling on me in Annapolis. I want to live here. Or somewhere similar. I want to be able to do all of these things and have ridiculous painted furniture. What happened to me!

Alright, Spoils of my trip are a pair of Sperry Top-Siders! Yay! A pair of silver nautical knot earrings! And a new sense of accomplishment. This being that maybe if I try these ideas out they might work. (I'm making a Folder on my computer for crafts!) And yes, to be healthy.

Oh and a Graphic I made for my MB~

MannequinMB

So I'm home now. Just for the weekend, of course because of the occasion I have had many invites to hang out this weekend. Of course I can't. Tomorrow I'm working and then on Saturday I'm going to Annapolis for the Boatshow! I will upload pics from that!

Anyway before I went home I made :


For Katie! Yayyy! Hehe.